Oh Mason: I broke down for the first time tonight. How are we going to do this?! I can’t breathe thinking about it. I can’t breathe because there are so many unknowns. My son is in the ICU!!! WHAT IS HAPPENING. . How can I be feeling so much peace with it one second and right now my heart has never known such pain. . Up until this point in his life I have had perfect faith in God’s plan for Mason. In prior situations, I’ve always been amazed at how Mason manages to defy all odds. . Now that he’s basically fighting for his life and I’m forced to consider the “what ifs?,” I feel like I’m drowning. Are you kidding me?! This is too much. How are we doing this again?! . And then the song lyrics pop into my head, “Fear not, I am with thee O be not dismayed, the Lord is thy light and will still give thee aide. I’ll strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand. Upheld by thy righteous Omnipotent hand.” . And just like that, the peace returns. Applying our unwavering faith in God is how we will do it. #wegotthis #ohmason