Oh Mason: I am always so grateful that things in the past with Mason have been orchestrated so incredibly-even while we felt like things weren’t heading in a direction we weren’t ready to take. I’d be lying if I told you I didn’t get consumed with thoughts of what might be around the corner for us and questions swirling around my mind of things like “what next?” Or “was God prepping us for something around the corner or do we just get to be thankful for sparing Mason’s life and the miracles we saw were just that-miracles?” . I think in all the ways the answer is “yes.” . The more I try to anticipate and try to prep or control the future, the more I realize I can’t live in fear. I can’t live in a place of worry or panic of how I’m going to take another step if I’m consumed with grief. I don’t know how I’m going to fill that void or carry that heartache. I don’t know how people get through things like that. Like, how?!? . My inspiration for this year when I have spiraled into those thoughts has been a quiet whisper into my mind reminding me that God has a plan, and to trust in His grace to do or get through anything. It’s the only way. It THE way. Trust in Him and... . “Be still.” . .p.s. isn’t this pic of B and Mason the cutest?! I love it so much for all the reasons 😍🥰 #ohmason